MANIFESTED MY DREAM GUY TO BE IN THE SAME EXOTIC TOWN!

 Hello everyone and welcome back to my blog!

I travelled to Cambodia last year to meet up with my dream person and not just that. It was originally my idea to go there in the first place as I was studying a TEFL (Teach English as Foreign Language) course. 

I was watching YouTube videos and with this course I could teach English in Cambodia or Nepal. I know who my dream person is however I did not mention this idea to him. 

A few weeks later he sent me a message telling me he was moving to Asia to teach English on the same course I was on! I didn't mention this as I was also considering going to Asia and I responded by saying that I also was going as well. I was a bit scared that I was going to loose him and same time encouraged to fly out there on my own. 

Waterfall in Siem Reap

A few days later I went to the travel agents to inquire about flights to Siem Reap. I didn't know anything about this town. I then spoke to my dream guy over a video chat and he mentioned he was going to Cambodia! I told him I was also going to Cambodia and was planning to go after the New Year in a town called Siem Reap! It turns out that he was also going there too!

The New Year was approaching however I couldn't go on that date so I decided to wait till my birthday. I didn't inform my dream guy. He sent me a message a few days after New Year's Eve and said he was in Bangkok and he was about to arrive in Seam Reap! 

Although things didn't turn out the way I wanted it to turn out when I eventually headed to Seam Reap around my birthday because he messaged me saying he had a new girlfriend! I think its because at the back of my mind I was feeling quite insecure that he was going to have a new Cambodian girlfriend and that in itself became a manifestation! I watched several videos because I wanted my dream guy back! He is mine! I was the one that found him and I wasn't ready to just let him go to a random woman. He met up with me after a few weeks (in Seam Reap). 

He was separated from his new girlfriend however my inner belief system wasn't strong enough so later that year hew went back to her and didn't contact me again until the New Year when he was back in the New Year only to tell me again that he was leaving the UK as his 'home' is there. I haven't heard from him since I told him that it was best that I let him go on his own journey and I said goodbye to him forever. 

However I don't want this to be the case. I want to be with my dream person forever and I believe we will be reunited. Maybe today is the day! I need to work on my own confidence into believing that the girlfriend does not exist and he belongs to me. After all I have invested too much of my time with him and I was the one that found him and I am not prepared for anyone to take him away from me that is for sure!

So I wanted to share this with you. Manifestation is strong whether they are strong positive thoughts or strong negative thoughts. It is whatever you choose to believe in. So please when you want to manifest your dream person please let it happen from the place of feeling the love and joy! If in any doubt then I wouldn't recommend doing any form of manifestation on that day as the unwanted ideas or thoughts will also manifest. On that note I wanted to say is please do not give up on your dream person by believing in yourself first and being confident with it! 

Thank you for reading this week's post!